“兩年間我看懂了，我們不曾互相需要。”
這個過程, 就是我向宇宙說明白, 什麼是我不需要.
宇宙也讓我徹底看清楚, 誰在賣什麼葫蘆.
他們跟本沒有willingness去離開舊pattern, 我offer什麼都被掉得如此難看.
我的確有anger, 曾迫自己去offer看似有需要, 而找上門的.
我讓自己不珍貴, 我讓自己不平衡.
真的, 原來付錢的意義, 是讓大家更清晰 “意願”
你不是要令對方”該俾”什麼~ 而是你願意”買”什麼! 什麼讓你覺得有價值.
不用錢(付出), 他們能討回來, 多少會look down. 這情況就衹發生在還沒理解”感恩”的地方.
我選擇在這兒, 跟各人互動.
我只要知道: “我要什麼? “
我只要更了解自己, 更成為自己~
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SaSa // 十一月 2, 2009 at 3:29 pm |
Bun, saw all the replies from your previous post. Remember I did visit Dr Hsu for short councel few years ago, and tell you my feeling about the ppl I met there and the councelling process. Not because your recent movement, nor we are long time friend, but I still keep my original opinion on them, all of them. especially to the lady who sat inside with Dr Hsu.
Very nice weather outside, its soo good to take a walk, let nature embrace you.
文曲品姬 // 十一月 2, 2009 at 10:18 pm |
dear sa sa, po po and tak e came over to visit meow b this afternoon(teddy was hiding again^^). i rush to clean up all around and meow b, right after i finish the last reply of pervious post.
i love my relatives very much, although i dont close to them. whenever i interact with them, i can feel their love and uniqueness… they wont tell, they just act. they never ask, they just give. they will tell what they want, i just need to tell them i can or i cant. simple and direct. but full of love.
so do meow b and teddy.
i m going out to walk under full moon sin~~~ thx sa sa. i remember what u told. its true.